Teary day today. Didn’t sleep again. I couldn’t even hang out with Levi tonight, which makes me feel bad. I just spent the evening alone trying to get a handle on myself somehow. This Friday will be 7 months. Why those anniversaries seem to be hitting me hard I’m not really sure. Maybe because I feel like I’m getting pulled further and further away from Jason…and I don’t want to be. I want to be back in his arms…instead of forward into a future without him.
This song has been on repeat a lot for me lately..