Today at work I heard more than one comment about the new year coming up. People ready to put an end to 2021…saying 2022 has got to be better after all. Well, even though 2021 was not a great year by any means for me and my family, it is also the last year that we will have any memories of Jason. I don’t want to move on from it…put more distance between us.
A New Year
2021 is coming to a close. 2022 is near. A lot of people have hope It will be a better year. I don’t want to move on- Don’t want to gain distance Get further away From your existence. My mind knows time will heal. My heart doesn’t believe it- Broken in too many pieces To be at all optimistic. When I look to the future All I see is blank space- Hopes and dreams gone Like they’ve all been erased. Years stretch on before me- Decades of loneliness. I’d like to move backwards- Time with you was bliss.
Love, Tennis, and Cancer 