One Year (7/20/22)
And my foot still drifts across the bed Searching When the alarm wakes me A vast expanse of cold sheets Emptiness Your warm body gone And I wish that I just wouldn’t wake Drift Go find you waiting in the clouds And we could be Ree and Jas Forever How it was meant to be But instead I am stuck here Lonely A stranger to myself And my smile and laughter feel Forced No sparkle in my eyes My existence overwhelmed by Sadness All consuming sadness Head and heart so heavy Fighting Trying to find some sliver of hope One year Gone Too many more