Numb Blur

When all the days blur together and I go down a rabbit hole to remind myself that life can actually be more.

About 5.5 months pre-diagnosis. Blissful ignorance.
The Void

I stare at the
blank
page.

Empty
Endless
Void

No words flow
Like water
From within.

I am empty
Endless nothing
Void of meaning

Even my tears have dried up
In the desert of my soul

My mask has become
My reality

My only constant
Loneliness

And life goes on
Even when it doesn’t feel
Like living.

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